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| Updates finally!It's been awhile, fellow Xanganties :P. I guess I really have very little news to share, but I've been feeling a definite rebirth and renewal in the past week, and I suppose it's nice to share that feeling :).
Yuseph and I set a wedding date! That's pretty exciting :). Lookit me, all grown up. When I was a kid, I'd always dream about having babies; but having a husband/partner/significant other never really entered into the picture.. it makes me feel so old! But not in a bad way. I guess it's just what it feels like to grow up.
Aisha is adorable, as always. She's talking so much now, both in English and Urdu. Yuseph's mom was right, she's helping me learn more than I ever thought I would :). She can walk steadily and run rather unsteadily, and climb stairs if she has a hand to hold. She's started saying "I love you." It's pretty much the sweetest thing in the world, and makes me all melty inside :).
I've been drowning in one hell of an ocean since January, but now it seems like I've finally looked up to see the water-distorted sun. Hopefully by the end of summer / wedding time, I'll finally have pulled myself out. Graduation is coming up in October if everything goes well. Yuseph and I are starting to talk about when a good time for another baby might be. The apartment is finally starting to get cleaner! Maybe it's the oncoming summer; but I'm feeling better. Here's hoping the mood and the renewal of action persists :).
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| Baby and I had a good night tonight :). She was being cute and fun, and during bath time she soaked the entire bathroom with splashes! She's getting to the stage where she sort of cuddles (on purpose!) when she gets drowsy, so we've been spending more and more time rocking before bed :).
How is everyone? I'm so busy, I feel cut off from everyone. I've started working full time now, so doing that and taking 18 credit hours is getting to be a lot to do. A lot of times I feel like I'm not getting enough time with Aisha, that one day I'll come home and she'll cry because she doesn't recognize me :(. I know it won't happen, but it's the sort of thing I worry about now, I guess.
Yuseph and I are doing well. Nothing too eventful happening! We pitched in and bought a new computer together for his birthday, which was very fun. It's got a 24" flat panel monitor which is absolutely gorgeous.. we sit in bed and watch movies because the picture is better then the one on our TV :). I steal it to play WoW all the time, too.. I never realized it, but there's some amazingly detailed and beautiful graphics in that game!
So.. not much to report, but I felt like making a post so you'd all know that I was still alive! So here I am! Alive! :)
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| Happy Post!You are the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the earth in place.
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| Gah, wrestling with regret/despair/and information that's way too easy to access and buttons that are way too easy to click. There are things that are good now, but there were things that were good then.. it seems unfair that one cannot have everything one wants. My advice - stick with the first person you ever love, because if you don't you're going to feel torn in a billion directions the rest of your life. Okay, that's not true, but it's late and my kitchen is dirty.
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| <---- World's cutest baby, now my profile pic, whoo!
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